Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Monday, June 28, 2010

You know you saw me today, but you pretended u didn't see me at all

brief update.

saturday: as usual, went to school in the morning, then off to cambridge. it was the last lesson. finally. at night had a family dinner, to celebrate Father's Day. we postponed it coz last last last week, we were at genting, so couldn't celebrate with grandpa and all the fathers. after the dinner, we went back home.

sunday: again, as usual, went to dancing center for 2 hours. so tired after that class. then off to art class without taking lunch. after that, mum picked me up at 3:30pm, we went to old JJ to take our lunch at Kenny Rogers. haha. thx to mummy. we did shop a little while. i bought a pair of sandal and a pair of school shoe. haha. then accompanied mummy shopped the supermarket to buy somethings. after that, we went back home.

monday: went to school this morning, very tired coz ytd i slept quite late. school was fine. nothing else special has happened. until i saw him. haha.

so sorry, have been very busy lately. this is just the brief update. very tired right now. so nitezzzzzz guys. =)

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I'm done here

this is what you want? really? chase me out from your house, is tht what you really want? if yes, then stop saying those 3 words can or not? all you want is her, not me. if you're dead, you said you don't wan to see me crying like hell. well, i wont. cause i wont go to your funeral either. i gave you fake imagination? that was real ok?

you're telling anyone that i'm good, i'm good, i'm sooo good. SO WHAT? behind their back, you're saying i'm an useless person, a hopeless person. what do you really want? if you really want to chase me out from your house, then why do you want me to sleep with you? so let me sleep in my room will do.

sometimes i really don't know what is your mind thinking. i'm tired ok? i'm lonely in here. when i come back from school, no one is here. have you had any idea how lonely i am? you scold me that i always online, because i'm lonely. i want her back.

inside your mind is all about her. you miss her everyday, you talk about her in front of me everyday, you say she's better then me everyday, you say i'm useless everyday. seriously, have you ever thought about me? do you know that when you say these things to me, my heart is tearing into pieces secretly. DON'T YOU?

yeah yeah, she's perfect to you, i'm not. she's good in everything, i'm not. she knows everything, i don't. she's like 100% perfect to you, and i'm like 100% useless and hopeless to you. AM I RIGHT?

all you care is about her. you don't care about me at all. as long as i get good result, then you'll be very satisfied. if i don't, you'll scold me hell-like.

do you know how hurt i am when u said those out from your mouth?

your love to her is more then your love to me. don't deny this.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Nothing else


just finished my PMR project. have been doing it for hours, damn the stupid teacher.
anyway, have a good monday midnight. :)

Friday, June 18, 2010

Anything is impossible



Arghhhh. school is going to reopen om Monday. so sad. :( gotta say 'byebye' to my precious holidays. holiday assignments haven't done finish yet, and now i'm at Genting! haha. Monday has shitty math and chinese quizzes. haven't touched any of them yet. arghhhh.

anyway, i'm gotta go. am praying to the god for not quizzing us. bye guys. =)


XOXO.

i am who i am

Partyyyyyyyyy =)















Wednesday, June 16, 2010

So?






so, it's summer now. who wants to go to the beach with me? we can sunbathing, play beach volleyball and drink alcohol. haha.

WHO WANTS TO GO?

Already

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Just simple and nice














just came back from cambridge exams. honestly they arent easy AT ALL. wish i could pass this time, not to fail it again. if not, mummy will kill me. :/