Things will be back to what they are soon

exam is over. finally. and i certainly am not satisfied with my result.

marks are lower than before. i think it is bcoz my stupid sis is around here.

so she's the reason why i couldn't concentrate enough. she gave me too much fun.

holiday starts on this saturday. am happy about it. will have a BIG family reunion hi-tea this sunday @ ATRIUM CAFE, SUNWAY. attire for the day isn't confirmed yet. =D

sis is leaving to russia next saturday, gonna miss her. seriously.

The rising star

she shines so bright. so lovely. so hot.

never thought of her looking that good with brown hair.

=D

have one day break tomorrow. yup, i'll have more time to study for the following subjects but i wonder how can i ever stop procrastinating. god bless me!!!

sis and mum are back from singapore!! god i missed them so much. couldn't focus on my studies during weekends coz they weren't at home with me. felt kinda lonely. hate that feeling. sis told me going abroad for further studies feels 100 times more painful then this. scary shit.

anyway, should only think about how to score better marks in my exam now. nothing else should be taken notice!! =D

you too good luck my friend.

got my 24 inches LCD LED SCREEN monitor today.

LOVE IT.

it costs my parents alot though.

absolutely perfect with games and movies.

bloody good graphic it displays.

no classes for the next two days, school announced it as holiday for us to study at home. while avoiding H1N1. ridiculous. as if two days are enough. anyway, hoping that i can finish all subjects in time. aiming at least 5 As.

GO ASHLEY, ONLY SEVEN DAYS TO SUFFER.

NOW MY EXAMS HAS RUINED ALL THE PLANS.

it has been rescheduled to 11th instead of 10th.

and my plan was going out with sis and mum to pavilion and have a shopping spree on sunday after the last paper which was supposed to be on saturday.

but now, i can't, i need to stay at home during weekends and study.

DAMN IT.

thank god my sis will still be here during my term break, she promised to bring me there. to shop of course. and indulge ourselves in good food. wish that i'm 18 now and we can go luna bar together. haiz....damn the age limit.


THX SIS, LOVE YOU, MUAAAAAKZ.

slap yourself hard and get back to studies if you are looking at this.

exam is around the corner, and yet i'm not even half prepared. how terrible.


heard from the news that H1N1 is becoming more serious in m'sia.
even some schools are closing down due to this contagious decease.


it did affect my school a liltle bit, there are 3 classes of student in Junior Three are being quarantined at home since today.



so guys, beware of it, drink more water, eat more fruits and go out less. gotta boost up our antibodies. it's all we can do anyway.



gotta go, need to make preparation for exams, so that i'm going to have another Burberry Tote Bag from my sis.



=)

Love slacking before exams.

Had farewell party for the senior-threes in my society.

It was uber fun(as in watching them fooling around) though i don't like the games. pretty childish and meaningless and everyone got tired after those games. maybe it was just for the sake of gathering. the game planners seriously need greater creativity in them. or else the following years will be boring.

whatever, as long as they enjoyed. i dont really give a damn anyway.

bye seniors, good luck in your future undertakings.

=)

I felt so loved.

pancake from my sis.

yeah, tht's rite, my beloved sister made a mickeymouse-like pancake for me...

and i dressed it with kaya on top...

love u jie, it was soooooooooooo delicous!!! :)

New divide.

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me

I remembered each flash as time began to blur

Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me

And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean

Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies

Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned

There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow

And the ground caved in between where we were standing

And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean

Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny

And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide

And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean

Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between

Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies

Across this new divide

Across this new divide, across this new divide

Nothing?

nothing to say.
nothing can ease me down.
nothing can make me talk to u.
nothing can help me remember the promises we made.
nothing can make me forget the time we spent together.
NOTHING. really nothing.

all these day, we were being awkward.
many ppl asked me:" wat had happened between u two?"
" i don know." i said.
who knows? wat had happened between us? neither do we.
jz forget abt it, forget everything n start a new life.
u are who u are, i am who i am. jz stay who we are.
maybe tht's better for us.